& maybe I should just lean into what's always been My Way? Except ugh it feels like I want something to change here, but it's unclear how to bring that type of change about, w a life force like mine?
Um, yeah, I resonate with a lot of this. Some of my best opportunities, including jobs and relationships, have also seemingly dropped out of the sky and into my lap. But when I try too hard to make something happen on my own, it feels grindy and often isn’t received as well. (I’ve been told this is related to being a Projector, in Human Design terms.) And I’ve felt a similar frustration re: money, at times. Sometimes I think the daimon doesn’t care that much about our human concerns and just wants us to Do Our Work regardless of the consequences.
I know it feels like time has moved past your words, like the things you once knew how to say no longer match the world around you. But ideas we have, they aren’t milk on the shelf that expires. They’re seeds. And seeds don’t fail just because the weather changes. They wait for the right soil, the right season.
What matters isn’t having all the details up-to-date or catching the exact shape of the present. What matters is the stability of your core ideas. The truths you've returned to again and again. If those are solid, the rest doesn’t need to be rigid. Surround them with layers that can bend and flex, that can shift with time, that can meet the world in its movement.
You don’t need to outrun life’s interruptions. Let them shape you. Let them refine your clarity. The world needs thinkers and writers who’ve been changed by what they’ve survived, not just people who got everything “right.”
You are the Journey. You are becoming. And that’s far more powerful than being precise.
Um, yeah, I resonate with a lot of this. Some of my best opportunities, including jobs and relationships, have also seemingly dropped out of the sky and into my lap. But when I try too hard to make something happen on my own, it feels grindy and often isn’t received as well. (I’ve been told this is related to being a Projector, in Human Design terms.) And I’ve felt a similar frustration re: money, at times. Sometimes I think the daimon doesn’t care that much about our human concerns and just wants us to Do Our Work regardless of the consequences.
Stay on the Path and trust.
Would you like to come to Switzerland?
I know it feels like time has moved past your words, like the things you once knew how to say no longer match the world around you. But ideas we have, they aren’t milk on the shelf that expires. They’re seeds. And seeds don’t fail just because the weather changes. They wait for the right soil, the right season.
What matters isn’t having all the details up-to-date or catching the exact shape of the present. What matters is the stability of your core ideas. The truths you've returned to again and again. If those are solid, the rest doesn’t need to be rigid. Surround them with layers that can bend and flex, that can shift with time, that can meet the world in its movement.
You don’t need to outrun life’s interruptions. Let them shape you. Let them refine your clarity. The world needs thinkers and writers who’ve been changed by what they’ve survived, not just people who got everything “right.”
You are the Journey. You are becoming. And that’s far more powerful than being precise.
If you subscribe to human design, this has big projector energy and it’s cool to see it in real time